Quiz took off from eliz's blog!

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
Looked down on
Losing Someone
Being Alone
Death
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Its in the middle of the night but i dun seem to feel like sleeping. I usually sleep in the afternoon, and i can fall asleep immediately? It takes forever for me to sleep at night. So usually i will watch teevoo to kill my time so that i will try not to look over to st gabs. Matthew told me scary stories the last time=/ BAD. I just submitted my last application to the uni, what a relieve that its over, at least on my side. Not hoping for anything, whatever outcome, i will bravely face it=) There so many things to be done tml and yet i'm still not asleep. Damm, falling asleep is such a chore for me. Poof. I miss PL, miss hanging out with strawclub, messing around with the teachers and love the carefree-ness of it. Now, i'm starting to be an adult, there's so much responsibilities that i need to take on. I hate responsibilities, i'm never sure about my decisions. I'm so old. I wanna be YOUNG AGAIN!
But bottomline: LOVE WAVE PARTNER MEI FAMILY for no reason what so ever. I've too much love to give them! =)