Kind of felt that my life is in such a hugee mess, i duno what i'm doing, my sleeping hours are so odd & i'm wasting my life watching television when i'm suppose to study. Order is not longer in my life. I wanna have a goal in life because i know that we're all made for something big/small in life and if i find it, i would definitely sell my teevee. haha. Somehow i'm so tired of being someone i wanna be. We always wanna be ourselves, but there is often a grey area btw being weird or unique aka 'damm character'. You never know how people will react to your actions and what they really think about you. Dilemma.
Yes, i do care abt how people think about me.
Yes, i can be very shallow.
Yes, i'm always so unsure of myself no matter how hard i try.
I dunno, my life is so bloody screwed up.